Scary

Do you ever scare yourself?
Allow me to put it this way, Do you ever shudder at realizing your own true motives, jealousy, pride, selfishness, etc.? Such is an accurate description of the conviction going on "in" and "around" me.
Isn't it amazing, though, that the Most High God already knew I would have these moments, of getting just a little glimpse of my sinfulness, and He still loves me anyway and determined before the foundation of the earth to pursue our hearts...to pursue MY heart?!
Questions/thoughts that swirl around and the answers get muddled when the world answers them with lies, I have to combat them with the TRUTH:
"Am I ever going to be enough?" Actually no, but Christ is enough! And I'll only be complete if I'm resting in Him.
"Others could do so much better...why would I be wanted?" God sees me as beautiful and went to the point of living for, dying for, and coming again for me! He has put every member of His Church where He wants.
"He/she is so much sweeter, Godly, pure, etc." God wants MY heart, affection, time, energy. This has nothing to do with how others look on the outside...it's not about your poetic lines, letters, stupid (pardon my language) pictures of reading your Bible on instagram, or anything else that makes you look "good". You're not. I AM is good. And if I can't find anything wrong with someone, then wonderful! Stop searching for flaws, but know that no one is perfect, and we all struggle in different ways.
All this is to say that...I'm glad God saves sinners like me! Redeemed!

He's coming back to take me home!

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